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The alphabeth's ugliest letter: the X! A quasi guttural resembling vomiting. I can only stand its pluralised form: xxx.


The alfabeth's nicest and most promising letter: the N! A messiaNic denial of anything which is simply given.
My heat will unfreeze, not the frozen, but the frost itself! I'm microwaving your evil sparks.


"I don't care about you": a contradiction in terms.


I'll leave you the shells of my metamorphosis. I will fly and you will continue lingering around without even having started to peel off your skin.



I am transcribing my life's handwriting.


The moon is as sharp as your nails are. Behold, I see its hidden part, it is dark but visible.


Time's extension is so... painful! This is the real torture of being!


Go to the ants, thou women, and get wise!


Women and philosophy: a contradiction? The combination is highly inflammable.
 

Sleep, thou majority of this world's women! Thine carelessness is not always a man's medicine. It is rather thine passion inutile.


Your inner drive is intertwined with your ego. Disentangle them, but don't eliminate your drive.



You are a mirror to me, but am a mirror to you. Together we reflect a common abyss.


And thou shalt deplore the day that I will have reached my summit. For then, I will not be able to see you anymore.


The essence if ethics is violence.


The essence of light is darkness.


Ethical consciousness is a trap.


Invincible things: intellectual and attractive women, philosophy, crazy people, gays, disco, Jews, Arabic language, horror, stubborn and obsessed women, dreaming, heaven, German philosophers, Freud, iPhone, ambiguous humour, nothingness, extrasensuous perception and being cared for. O, and foreign kitchen.


Disgusting things: sport, social talk, managerial attitudes, boring people, rain, most men, being, anticlimaxes, some women, TV, awaking, atheists, orthodoxy, English frusto music, hooligans, most people, ego's and flies.


O no, I know now!
 
What the stars in heaven truly are: diseased lovers finally united, finally making true love!




Music is our last resort. Daily life our last subterfuge.

‎"I am very special", I sometimes tell myself (but... who is talking to whom?)


Ethics is a type of theurgy.
Physicists claiming truth for their findings are metaphysicians.


Le'moor: lo emoor: so as NOT to say! This is a fully opposed reading. Oo how I love those clever Jewish exegeses! (this one comes from Chouchani).


What Christianity does to Judaism? It precipitates it. What Hinduism does to Judaism? It mends its excesses. What secular liberalism does to Judaism? Nothing, it's just another name for Judaism's eternal flaw.


I'm a student at Divinity school. I'm not bad, but not too good either. I'm just a slow, very slow student. My angelic instructors must be patient with me.


Loth devient l’hôte de l’hôte.
 

Creation does not exclude the eternity of matter... if matter is a divine attribute. Then what is creation? A material penetration of a provided void. How reminiscent!


Dealing with gender questions, important though it may be, has never lead to paramount philosophy.
G*d-intoxication: a tautology?
 

I am firework: ignited on earth, zooming throughout life, exploding in heaven.


The notion of 'public conscience' belongs to the realm of 'inauthentic' existence.


To fail to heed a moral imperative is to miss something crucial about the ultimate structure of reality.


Erets zavat chalaav udevash... Does that mean that there will still be cows and women giving birth to young ones?


In the beginning, there was... feeling. And all that was created was created in order to enable G*d to outpour this feeling. And we, humans, are only a shell covering this very same feeling, looking for occasions to burst. ("Phoenix and the Turtle fled in a mutual flame from hence.")


Verklärungen des Zeitlichen durch Augenblicken der Ewigkeit.


Conservatism is always pathological. Just as well as progressivism, by the way.


Philosophy: a preparation for aesthetic, erotic and vital ecstasy (these all being akin).


Why did G*d create so many people? A few nice ones would have sufficed!


Let's exchange our bodies! Or souls (which comes down to the same)!


I am an coward exhibitionist, not audacious enough to fully expose myself.


Taking revenge on one's own body: is that contradictory?]
 
Can you identify with your body?
 
The night is my morphine.




Having power over others is a spiritual enjoyment. It exempts one from the urgency of exerting this power physically. (This explains young women's capacity for deferral, and elderly women's lack of it.)

What disarms my iron armature: hypersensitive females that see things that I don't see.


Reality does not exist.


Can we apply the time-scale of a 'year' to cosmic history before earth and sun were born? If not, we will never know how old the cosmos is.


Only the inorganic matter has been created. The organic is part of the divine substance itself. (Complete the syllogism...)


The inner secret of time is desire.


O how I love having this female chatting around me! It gives a deep relaxation to my deep philosophico-intellectual thoughts! :p


Now leave me alone, muse, or rather: restrict to physiognomy and be silent. For the night has fallen and dreams will take control of your servant.


Who is crazier: the philosofool or the coward? With whom would you prefer to have your breakfast? Eh?


It was difficult for you to find me, but it will be more difficult for you, now that you found me, to lose me!


What I want as a present for Santaclaus: your breath, your heartbeat and your blood pressure, all wrapped in paper.


I want to do inverted mathematics: calculate with concretions rather than with abstractions, experience rather than calculate.


Why the darkness of midnight is sacred and sunrise isn't: it's a negative theology.


Heaven: to be eternally tortured by love, yin yang and blushing. Hell: to be eternally surrendered to aunts, neighbours and other bourgeois.


This is why G*d created the earth: in order to be touched. This is why humans shouldn't commit suicide: in order to undergo the thrill of divine touch (which shall be the Aufhebung of the necessity of suicide).


Haptonomising philosophy, philosophising haptonomy: what shall I do?


I'm your Pythia, be my hermeneus.


Suffering divine things.


Sois ma carapace, parole! Protège-moi des flux paradisiaques qui n'ont de cesse de confluer dans mon âme.


So you think my words are lethal to true affects? Let me tell you: they mitigate the lethal force of the affects themselves.


Without my dream I cannot live. Nor can I live with it. A dream bridges the gulf between life and death.


If scientists are too impervious for the perception of entelechy, let them watch art; for artists are susceptible for entelechy and morphogenesis.


Anthropos an-entropos.


I'm listening to your physiognomy.


Teaching is the best proof of antisubjectivism. Ego's cannot teach anything to anybody.


Essence of prophecy: prophets don't predict the future, they enhance it!


Kiss me with your eyes, watch me with your lips, and... let me go, to come back only when I feel that time is over, forever.


I like talking to you, as I'm listening to the silence in your words!


Man is eternal in what he does to G*d.


Life: a temporarily lived eternity.


The sacred is experienced in the transgression of moral law. However, who still has a fundamental notion of moral law today?


You poor Struldbrug!


I hear your voice because you're far away, I feel your skin because you're beyond reach, I see you because you're invisible. Distance is nothing but my extended soul. Bewusstseinserweiterung um das Du, that's how it's called.


My inner heat is a counter-proof against the law of conservation of energy.


Life's biggest secret: the present.


Anxiety is the huge price life has to pay for being alive, it increases in proportion to life's higher development.


Where enthusiasm fertilises knowledge, what arises according to the all-time beliefs of all peoples is Revelation, Illumination, Inspiration.


Any experience will always be modified, if not distorted, as soon as it has been thought.


Greek "wisdom" has perverted to Modern "science", "knowledge" to "calculability".


Root causes of violence and terror: asceticism, nihilism, materialism.


I am your X-ray...


G*d is an exception, always.


The objectification of consciousness cannot be a conscious act itself. It overcame consciousness, as its biggest error.
Ludwig Klages was simply... missing his prematurely deceased mother. So he wrote Der Geist als Widersacher der Seele as a work of mourning.


What is the moral equivalent of war?


Depressure, deep, très sûr, soeur, sur les dés des prés. T'es prête à la porter? (Mais un coup de dés n'abolira jamais le hasard!)


Feeling the heavy weight of the clouds, the air and the light upon my soul...
 
You are a character-polyhedron...




The basis of the prohibition of idols-making: they dispense with a truly felt God experience. Dogma's are also idols. Dogmaticists are unbelievers.

I have a leaky pervious margin.
 

What the hell is it that prevents heaven to become earth?

The unbearable sadness of being...




I won't take any pictures, but I bury the unforgettable moments in my heart. The rest is to perish.

Gegensatz ist nicht Widerspruch, la polarité excède la logique.


Philosophy and depression: thinking hurts because it is deprived of feeling. However, if feeling unites with thought the highest summits will be achieved.


The angel is coming to Berlin. Concealed in earthly clothing, but setting me ... afire.


Führe mich nach außen, und ich führe dich nach innen. Zwangsumtausch.


Ich habe keine Weltanschauung, ich schaue einfach... und sehe vielleicht mehr.


Sustain the tension in the middle, heaven is coming but you should NOT be reaching out for it! Lausche die Geräusche ihres leisesten Nahens, aber mache die Augen zu!


How can you talk about Life if you fully dispense with Libido yourself? Quoting Nietzsche doesn't make it any more convincing! Puh!


Studying philosophy, literature and psychoanalysis is my sacrament.


A strong tendency to self-affirmation relies upon a minority complex.


Whosoever loves peace cannot fear death.


Time: a product of frustrated instinctual drives. The phenomenality of time: will.


The development of life on earth amounts to a giant and ongoing nuclear division.


I am your morphogenetic germ.


A chreode is a curvature of space. It stimulates both organismic growth on a micro-, and locomotion of light on a macrocosmic level.


I am your chreode!
 

Foolish Pythagoras and elderly Plato: ours is not a world of numbers, ours is a world of living forms.